This is the story of a man I've never even met and the story where my dream began.
After 30 years of “living” in my father's wallet, a slightly tattered news clippings about my grandfather,
Lolo Pasyo, was shown to me by my father. I only know him through little stories from my father as
Lolo Pasyo died even before my father met my mother. But stories will never suffice, and there's a missing spot in me that will never be filled.
My father said that
Lolo Pasyo was the silent type. My grandmother was a beautiful maiden, and I wonder how sweet or stiff their courtship was. Together, they raised all their children to be, the perfect word, respectful. My father never raised a voice to my grandmother and always comes immediately when called by her. He always acquiesce to her request and oftentimes remember her. I could only assume that this great respect came from the much respect
Lolo Pasyo gave his wife.
Father told me that his father was a disciplinarian. He never tolerated any mischievous activity from his 8 sons and 4 daughters and never used influence for favors. This is not to say that the boys never did any naughty acts. They did, but did everything not to let their father know. For
Lolo Pasyo, any “bad” behavior must never go unpunished.
My grandfather was a US veteran. I am sure that my grandfather deserved every penny of the pension he and his wife were supposed to be entitled to. Ingrates. After the army, he held several government positions, most of which I only knew from reading the newspaper.
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His last post was a
Punong Bayan, now known as
Mayor, before he died of leukemia. As a child, I asked my father why they were not wealthy if
Lolo Pasyo was a mayor. I already had a concept of government officials then. He told me that
Lolo Pasyo was never corrupt, unlike most people. Their family barely have enough, with
Lolo Pasyo sometimes giving his salary to the “needy” constituents. He was a straight man. While studying, my father and some of his other siblings had to stay at relatives' house as they could not afford to rent a house of their own while staying here in Manila. My father's aunt wanted to take him and sustain his education, but he opted to stay in the province after a year in Manila. My father even had to work abroad to earn a living. These, I think, would not have happened if
Lolo Pasyo had “manipulated” government funds, which is commonplace nowadays.
Lolo Pasyo has successfully imbibed in his children the value of honesty and responsibility, not one of them ever been involved in a scandalous behavior.
Knowing that I came from a line of a brave and honest man, I felt inspired to be someone like him. Only one of his sons joined politics, whereas one daughter became a DECS (now DepEd) official. My aunt already died of cancer, but the stories of colleagues of how straight she was and how she often rejected bribes warm my heart, something he learned from his father.
My father told me that he was highly respected in their community. And the respect for him translated to respect for the family's name and for the family. No ordinary man can do that. Even after 30 years since he died, I still hear stories of him from their neighbors and friends.
I formulated my dreams as a kid, and writing this now made me think that his legacy might have influenced me.
He was everything I want to be: a leader, a public servant, and an honest person.It saddens me that I can tell you about him only through my father's stories and person. But I hope that the message of his people would be enough to show you how proud I am to be this silent man's granddaughter:
